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* Heavy Sigh * So went shopping today, Happy as hell having a jolly great time with my mom and sister. I walks out the shoe store and to my left walking past me looking dead at me is my EX! I seen him but i didn't catch eye contact with him . My heart dropped and thats when it happened.
The past should be left in the past i don't want to run into its 2010. It seems like 2008 is repeating its self which is not cool. I never officially broke up with this man i just stopped answering text and calls. He did text me one morning saying he needed to talk to me but me not giving a damn i blew it off not caring.
Im not going to lie i am not going to flake but i loved this dude. I never told anyone that i never told him that but i felt beyond on cloud nine with this dude. Shit may not have seemed right but inside i was the happiest bitch alive.
I was cool for the whole year and ½ until today why did i have to run into him? I know he feeling fucked up because i just blew him off. I just turned 18 and after that i was like fuck it i'm doing me. The second time he seen us walking around the mall he called my " sister" name and i literally had to wave at this nigga for him to say hi to me.
I mean i was kind of hurt like damn he don't know me? So i asked my sister ex ( who also out of the blue called after a whole year) did he have his # . I'm not going to call him or text him i'm not i'm not i don't want to look desperate. He probably felling the same way i'm feeling right now but who will ever know ?
